so last week was horrible.. everyone was just on their edge with the new restrictions.. annoyed at every single thing..and the kids not helping with the situation and all..
AND someone too.. urgh..msged me asking about the rest of the trs when it's literally her job and all..but finally frustrations have been addressed with the head and the other head.. apparently she frustrate both of them too and we were all virtually gossiping in a breakout room trying to vent our frustrations and next mode of plan cause we have to face her till end of the year which is impossible..cause the workload is all pinned down to basically ME!!! i have to do her part and all.. anyway hopefully that would be sorted soon.. *fingers crossed* so the day ended quite well with a glimpse of hope. I still have to finish the parts cause i dont want her to mess up and ended have to do double job... brace myself hopefully can finish the lesson plans and get inspired to do so.
and it Tuesday annnnddd i am still awake at this time cause i napped for 3hours at 9pm... (theres goes me wanting to exercise only on weekdays) and obviously super awake eventhou part of me asking me to sleep and another part of me telling me its ok you are working at 9.30am tmr, you can afford it.. *roll eyes* haha.. GO & SLEEP LA SERIOUSLY...
Hi Hi,
Finished watching MPV valentine..and got emo all over again..kept thinking of the days during my sec sch days..especially during sec 3 and 4. basically the friendship.. the courting part 🤣🤣🤣..hey i used to be one of those girls (but not those pretty type)..hokay!! guys do have crushes on me but i was kind of the shy type and too guai to be dating cause mummy say strictly no dating !!! so we just ended up texting each other and prays hard that it doesnt exceed the 500msges limit ans when it does then my dad will be making noises.. sometimes if i am not wrong my msges can be up to almost 1k a month..😅😅😅. sometimes i do chat on the telephone and last time there's such thing as conference call so we would sometimes spend hours and hours on the phone doing homework and crapping. ouh ouh and no forgetting MSN!! logging in and out to attract your crushes time and time until they finally speak to you.. who is guilty of that 🤚🤚🤚
anyway i do miss those times...fast forward... my crushes are all happily married..and i am 80% happy that i am single so i dont have to deal with all the marriage life drama.
So, for the past few days been reading every single post that i have been posting, am really thankful that i have been religiously blogging every details of my life in my teens, really bring back all those long forgotten memories that have been locked up somewhere inside my brain.
so with that being said.. i decided to start blogging again so prolly in like 10yrs time i can reread those memories again 😁
Hi all,
1st and foremost I am shook that this blog is still here. Totally forgotten about and thanks to my Lecturer Ms Julie's Elearning is to create a blog and suddenly I remembered that I used to have a blog. Woah didnt realised that I blogged in 2004 when I was practically in Sec 3. Of course being a typical me, I started reading back all the entries and made me realise I literally typed every single details that happened in my life back then and some cringe worthy post that I typed. Reading all those makes me realise how interesting my teens were and I wouldnt have changed it anyway.
So my last entry was in 2013 and zooom past 2021, it has been 8 long years. Basically has been busy with work and school. And as I am typing I have so many deadlines waiting for me on Monday 22. Barely surviving but I always survive. of course my life now is completely caught up with mainly work and school. Cant wait for end Feb as I will offically be out of school and can concentrate with work and hopefully with my health. Been gaining weight like no tomorrow. Stress eating is at fault. So hopefully I can get back in shape and loose 10kg by end of the year. *Prays*.
Kinda miss my old and carefree days
Wish time would just STOP
I want to turn back time to where work wasnt the main priority
i am BACK!!...
ouh well like as if anyone cared..
i doubt anyone ever read my entries..
...ANYWAY..
4 days of long weekends due to CNY.
been staying at home helping out with the painting of the house..gosh my back hurts after painting 3 rooms..conclusion i shall respect people who worked as painters not an easy job definitely..
my dad has put me in charge to look out for any patches that is not painted properly..*eagle mode* activated lol..
hmm work...still same old same old...they always say money dont come easy..the higher ur pay is the more work you have to do... so far been trying my lazy best to finish what i can..hehe..LIKE NOW..haha..
ouh well lets get back to work...
1st and for all wanna wish everyone a very
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
its the 2013 people.....new resolution definitely trying to be a better person and be more closer to ALLAH
and also trying to be a better daughter & sister to the family..
AND OF course trying to find a loving romantic fun funny best friend kind of BF which is still somewhere out there i hope
:) :) :)
work has been tiring as always trying my best to manage my time doing my work not at home most of the time will try to do it at work if i m not too lazy to lug my trustee LAPPIE with me
kids are always forever be my greatest strength
they really are sure a wonderful cure from all the tiredness..sickness..boredom..
my laughter machine
(k wait i am talking about the younger ones)
(the older ones are just simply my nagging machine where i nag to them like as if they understood to what am i nagging with all the word they never heard before and i have to stop halfway to explain them the meaning of it)
totally nagging failure but i still continue to do so..HAISH...
i soo need to stop wasting my saliva on them.
each time i feel down
my baby boy never fails to do his wonders on me
gosh i have all the motherly tinggling sensation alll over me
here i am yet again...yesh i m awake at this hour due to my milk tea...FYI its freaking 3.30am....its either TV or WORK..i decided to finally do some of my work which is due in like a few days time...my stomach has been acting really weird lately...gastric is another thing..air coming out here & there... really bad digestive system..i dunno wat m i supp to do anymore..
well someone i knew for a long time has been acting pretty distant from me...sigh...well i guess with times people do really change...i duno..sld i just ignored it or come clean...hmmm...lets see how bad it goes..
since its the year end..busy with LP..classroom deco...now that i have such a huge classroom, i have no inspiration on what goes where or what..Another SIGH..any bright ideas please share...i could use a 2nd or 3rd opinion...
i m turning 24 next yr...depressing mode...ouh mr perfecto where can you be?
i dun think i can reach my aim of getting married at the age of 25.....
soooo in love with this song...
i wished i could confess but then nvm..
tr ivy always told me to find someone who love me not the other way speaking from her own experience..
well lets just say kalau da jodoh takkan ke mane kan...
anyway.. went on a 4day trip to PHUKET...took aeroplane for the 1st time..awesome experience..really like a roller coaster ride..glad i was safe and sound thru & fro..AMIN..
well as usual been busy with work..trying to juggle time with family and friends and M TRYING NOT TO BRING HOME MY WORK...
FREHLIA..been busy..thou i have been a sleeping partner due to my work schedule and stuff..will try to pay more attention to it..MIANHAE hurul ainaa..
been a great success which i never have imagine ALHAMDULILAH..
been getting insommia lately..ainaa said not to think too much about it..insyallah..its still running in my mind..trying myself to keep busy but ends up thinking about it...
had gastric after sooooooooo LOOONG...
still trying to press my stomach for the air to come out
hopefully but tmr morning i m AAA OOK..to go to work
i need to do a talk about winter solstic & the kids need to make tangyuan...
ouh well lets hope my gastric recovers ASAP..
back to trying to concentrate to write my LESSON PLANS..
tmr the children will be changing class how exciting!!!
& LAST AND NOT LEAST
i love my baby boy
who just turned 3
i dunno y i m sooo in love with him
hes just way too adorable in his own cute way