so life have been slightly better i gues..at least i dont have to put up with the 2 irritating kids that almost make me pushed myself into depression... only that i have major workload to handle..which i m taking it slowly...coz i need to rest once i m at home also whatttt!!! lols... teaching back the k1 n k2 class really brings back the old memories..the k2 are my 1st batch of kids...the k1 are my 1st batch of kids that i really taught them from scratch lol... really proud how they turn out to be..hehe.. only thing is now they know how to whine talk back give all sort of excuses...haish... WHAT IS THE FUN IN LIFE WITHOUT ALL THAT! KEROCHO???

NOW M SO CRACKING my brain trying to figure out what to get for children's day.... hmm what should i get for them??....


anyway FREHLIA has been getting orders lately... but m sad to say i dont have the time to make them..so mostly my dearest partner in crime have to do it... mainhe!!! chomal mianhe!! will try to free myself from work ASAP!...

been really stressed up at work... kids..workload.. i dunno if i can handle it by the end of the year.. little little things that people around me do just irritates me...GOSH... i have already stopped my medications so why is it still happening??...


anyway lately something weird is happening.. i dunno.. HAVE I REALLY FALLEN FOR HIM?? well it was at the begining but then i just brush it off cause it doesnt seemed likely as i thought it might just be a rebound.. but now... i dont know... hmm well lets just wait for nature to take its course.

First.. you told me to dream or think about you when i had nightmares...and yes!! it works like a miracle..your image has been popping each time i had nightmares.. then you said that something will be waiting for me..the whole day i have been thinking that it will be waiting for me eventhough i know its not real..


ARGH SAVE ME FROM getting confused over and over again...