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Monday, November 07, 2011

ok this is officially bad...i hate this kind of feeling of wanting more...pls pls go AWAY


i dun tink i have the strength too stay away from it...


well its been a long time since i felt this way


but i am trying not to run away from it


m just taking things slow


but at the same time i dun wan it to happen after all the hu haas i had..


wat if it just a rebound for me


and its not sincere


I DUN WAN TO HURT THE OTHER PARTY




on the other side i duno wat on the mind wat if it is just a one sided thing


that i just put too much thoughts to it..


i duno... anymore




...I HATE THIS KINDA OF FEELING...




like wat LALA told me take things slow but not run away from it


u never noe


ainaa have been such a darling to hear my rants about it sorry hopefully ur not sick about it ;)


Sunday, November 06, 2011

heya its been a while since i last update my blog so here goes...

been busy going on rehearsals for my kiddos concert

plus not to mention i was the emcee for the concert stress YES! cause my sup is always correcting the way i speak which sucks big time

hello how u expect me to change wen i have been speaking liddat for the past 21yrs of my life...HELLO !!


ouh yeah forgot to mention I HAVE OFFICIALLY COMPLETED MY BOND ON 1/11/2011 yay it calls for celebration!!!

so if anything tat they do to piss me off i CAN JUST HAPPILY WALK OUT period!

haha..


recently loads of things that is flooding inside my head...

basic things when your a girl

- finding boyfriend

- trying to figure out what i really want to do in life

- complentating if i sld continue studying in EC


YEAH common thoughts rite..ouh wells i am just trying to take things slow and be patience what path has been written for me...