ok this is officially bad...i hate this kind of feeling of wanting more...pls pls go AWAY
i dun tink i have the strength too stay away from it...
well its been a long time since i felt this way
but i am trying not to run away from it
m just taking things slow
but at the same time i dun wan it to happen after all the hu haas i had..
wat if it just a rebound for me
and its not sincere
I DUN WAN TO HURT THE OTHER PARTY
on the other side i duno wat on the mind wat if it is just a one sided thing
that i just put too much thoughts to it..
i duno... anymore
...I HATE THIS KINDA OF FEELING...
like wat LALA told me take things slow but not run away from it
u never noe
ainaa have been such a darling to hear my rants about it sorry hopefully ur not sick about it ;)
heya its been a while since i last update my blog so here goes...
been busy going on rehearsals for my kiddos concert
plus not to mention i was the emcee for the concert stress YES! cause my sup is always correcting the way i speak which sucks big time
hello how u expect me to change wen i have been speaking liddat for the past 21yrs of my life...HELLO !!
ouh yeah forgot to mention I HAVE OFFICIALLY COMPLETED MY BOND ON 1/11/2011 yay it calls for celebration!!!
so if anything tat they do to piss me off i CAN JUST HAPPILY WALK OUT period!
haha..
recently loads of things that is flooding inside my head...
basic things when your a girl
- finding boyfriend
- trying to figure out what i really want to do in life
- complentating if i sld continue studying in EC
YEAH common thoughts rite..ouh wells i am just trying to take things slow and be patience what path has been written for me...
